today has been a big day of changes.. upheavals really.
my dearest Jet decided about 10 minutes ago to fight like a son of a bitch{which i heard his dam was!!}, he has passed a slimy gooey pile of mineral oil /manure.......the first since 7 am this morning... he is butting his head in my chest as if to say damn
biiatttchh where is my feed?? he is more like my Jet than the zombie that invaded his body yesterday morning... at 9 pm tonight he will have hit the 24 hour mark.... after that if he crashes again, the vet will put him down...if he stays up, i have my Jet back...his breathing is easier and he is brighter in the eyes... he is throwing a tantrum since he is the only one not eating....
i feel like hell about that....i have
hope for the first time in 2 days, if he can fight through this, i know we together will be unstoppable,, funny you mentioned the dragonflys HH.... while out with Jet this evening, even though we are having 30 - 45 mph wind gusts from some freaking hybrid tropical system today, a dragonfly landed on my hand...such a small insignifigant thing in the whole grand scheme of things, but for someone who has lived her life in a way that looks for signs......this was one i needed,, see... dragonflies signify magic, transformation, change and speed, hard to catch, harder to kill...i would love to think that the brand on Jet's butt .. now growing white hairs!...... and the brand on all my barrel horses butts gave them the same strengths of the dragonfly... i wear a necklace that has a dragonfly made of horseshoe nails... i will get pic of it, it is gorgeous...i got it at the fortune 5 show here in Tampa...as a show of my intent....
so now that my head is on straight, i am looking for a new vet after 18 years, i feel that it is a time for a change there....nothing that was from Jet's ordeal, but just how my vet handled the whole ordeal....the this is how is is going to be.. my way or no way... owner opinion or wishes dont matter,
i am grateful to everyone of ya;ll for your prayers, hugs and best wishes,
i am so blessed to have such wonderful sisters in my life in each and every one of you.....i am going to try to eat something.. my appetite is back since yesterday.... and relax somewhat.. watch the weather... laugh at Jet's mooching for feed....
I have my Jet back. and that is all that matters.
